Friday, November 21, 2008

thoughts and ramblings...

thinking lots as usual. always thinking, never turning it off.
but thinking about good things.
and good times.. happy thoughts..
and sugar.
lots of thoughts about sugar.

its crazy the things i feel.
things i never thought i'd feel again...
but am so overjoyed to be feeling..

sugar is nothing short of beautiful.
pure beauty in its simpliest, most radiant form.
the kind of beauty that almost hurts to look at....
and be around too much,
but its too amazing to walk away.
that beauty that draws you in
and completely capitivates you...
leaving you constantly longing for more...
wanting to know everything about it
beauty that unexplainable to those who haven't experienced it...
and when you do try and explain it (we always do)
they just look at you like you are crazy (maybe you are)
the beauty that grows more and more each day...
no matter how much time you spend, or how many hours pass
you never grow tired of it...
because everyday even though it doesn't seem possible
you are surprised by it all over again...

this is my sugar...
the most beautiful thing i have ever seen
and have had the priviledge of spending my time with...

this blog is probably cheesy to the tenth degree...
but i don't care...

he is simply beautiful, and i wish he could see it...
could see him, how i see him...
than he would understand everything...
why i feel the way i feel
its 9 months since we began this ride we have been on...
and i still get butterflies when he touches me...
and i still blush when he tells me i am beautiful...
and i still get giddy when we are going out on a date....
and i become that nervous little girl who wants to look perfect for him...
because he deserves it.

sugar.
it all always comes back to sugar.