but i feel sad right now...
confused too.
i guess its just part of this process, or whatever...
can't stop the thoughts from entering my mind
even though i desperately long to turn them off
they keep coming back regardless
i feel inadequate...
like maybe i'm just not good enough
and never will be...
i don't know where these thoughts come from
or why they frequent my brain
but i wish they would leave me alone...
its draining to think this way
i just want to sit and cry
run away maybe
something.
not good enough.
no matter what.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
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