Thursday, October 9, 2008

don't know why...

but i feel sad right now...
confused too.

i guess its just part of this process, or whatever...

can't stop the thoughts from entering my mind
even though i desperately long to turn them off
they keep coming back regardless

i feel inadequate...
like maybe i'm just not good enough
and never will be...

i don't know where these thoughts come from
or why they frequent my brain
but i wish they would leave me alone...
its draining to think this way

i just want to sit and cry
run away maybe

not good enough.
no matter what.

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